Monday, January 12, 2009

I cry for Gaza

As I sit watching the news of the atrocities in Gaza - particularly world news, Al-Jazeera to be exact, because its the only channel that shows it like it is - I feel guilty. I'm ashamed to be sitting in the comfort of my home, on my nice soft couch, in my nicely ironed clothes, calm despite my boiling blood as a result of the injustices my brothers and sisters are enduring. I am ashamed to sit in front of my TV as images of dying children are flashing before my eyes, while my nieces and nephews are laughing and giggling in the background, playing hide-and-seek - a child should never know the world of guns and bombs, and yet this is an everyday reality for too many children.

My heart aches and the pain is unbearable when I see a mother wailing, crying and screaming at the news that her child has died, the images make me sick to my stomach - I am no longer able to drink my tea in front of my TV set.

I feel helpless and this makes me disgusted at myself! How could I possibly just be sitting here, knowing in my heart that what is going on is wrong and unjust - and still I'm just sitting here. I cry and my heart aches, the tears well up in my eyes. The news causes my heart to race and my rage is causing my face to turn red with anger - and still I am at home, safe, with my family, without a single fear in my mind that they will be taken from me. I even smile every now and again at the jokes my nephew says and then I am reminded that while my life is perfect at this very moment, one of my brothers and sisters are suffering.

As night time approaches and I am extremely exhausted from the long day of lectures and the tedious hours of studying, I get ready for sleep. As my head hits the pillow a horrible thought crosses my mind - while I sleep, comfortably in the warmness of my bed, they are dying. Suddenly, sleep is not an option. How could I sleep, knowing what is going on?? I wish I was there, able to do something - anything - even if it is to give someone a hug and feel the pain that they are feeling.


PLEASE!!! Keep our brothers and sisters in Gaza in your dua's


Sacrifice4Allah said...

SubhanaAllah this post sent shivers down my spine. Dear sister we are living in times of extreme oppression and injustice. The Muslim Ummah is in the lowest state it has ever been. May Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala forgive us all. May Allah unite the hearts of the Ummah, strengthen the Ummah. Restore the Honour and Dignity of the Ummah. May Allah accept our duas for Falastin. May Allah admit the dead (Muslims) into Jannatul Firdaus. May Allah bless the Mujahideen and make them victorious. May Allah safeguard the orphans and widows. May Allah bring peace and security to all of Falastin. May Allah liberate Falastin from the Zionist enemy. Allahumma Ameen Allahumma Ameen Allahumma Ameen!

Anonymous said...

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